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Friday, February 13, 2026

Guest Post- Call Me Ishmael by Jim Nesbitt Author of The Fatal Saving Grace.(#Contests- Win A $25 Amazon Gift Card- 2 Winners.)

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THE FATAL SAVING GRACE
by Jim Nesbitt

February 9 - March 6, 2026 Virtual Book Tour

Synopsis:
 
ED EARL BURCH HARD-BOILED TEXAS CRIME THRILLER
MAYHEM WITH A BADGE

The Fatal Saving Grace by Jim Nesbitt
After wandering the peephole wilderness of a private detective for two decades, defrocked Dallas homicide detective Ed Earl Burch is finally an official manhunter again, wearing the badge of a district attorney's investigator working in the harsh desert mountains of West Texas.

Big D, it ain't. And life as a resurrected lawman isn't everything he hoped it would be. Too many rules. Not enough satisfaction. And a boss who hates him for saving his life.

But Burch is back, playing the same deadly game he mastered as a murder cop, tracking a serial killer who tortured and murdered his ex-lover with a straight razor—an Aryan Brotherhood gang leader Burch thought he killed in a desert shootout.

He's also trying to protect the fugitive granddaughter of an old friend and her four-year-old son—from this remorseless killer and cartel gunsels hired by her incestuous Dixie Mafia daddy.

Throats get slashed. Bullets smack flesh. Bodies drop. And Ed Earl Burch and his partner, Bobby Quintero, are in reckless pursuit, dodging death, closing in on their prey.

No place Burch would rather be. Unless he gets killed.

Praise for The Fatal Saving Grace:

The Fatal Saving Grace is the Independent Press Award Distinguished Favorite for Action/Adventure 2026

"Nesbitt delivers a scorched-earth tale where every shadow conceals an ambush and every road bleeds history. He paints West Texas in colors of rust, smoke and whiskey, and the result is a story that feels carved in stone. This is cowboy noir at its finest."
~ Baron Birtcher, Will Rogers Medallion winning author of Knife River

"Ed Earl Burch, who's partial to Lucky Strikes and Maker's Mark, makes Mike Hammer look like Miss Marple. Jim's novels offer wicked humor, an eye for detail, brass-knuck action and language that would strip the paint off a Hummer."
~ Noel Holston, author of Life After Deaf and As I Die Laughing

"Jim Nesbitt knows his Texas crime and writes one fine line at a time. Hard-boiled with prickly pears, old leather boots, a bit of tobacco, freshly spit of course, he gets it right."
~ Joe R. Lansdale, champion mojo storyteller and author of the Hap 'N Leonard crime thrillers

"A gritty and deadly must-read, THE FATAL SAVING GRACE cements Nesbitt’s standing among the best writers in the pantheon of Southern noir."
~ Bruce Robert Coffin, bestselling author of the Detective Justice Mysteries

"Ed Earl Burch is back, and that’s great news for readers who love classic hard-boiled noir, colorful characters, crackling dialogue and plenty of action. Highly recommended!"
~ R.G. Belsky, author of the Gil Malloy and Clare Carlson mysteries

"Some would call it justice. Some would call it revenge. No matter what you call it, the concept has been a long running theme of the Ed Earl Burch series. The same is very much true in the fifth book of the series, The Fatal Saving Grace: An Ed Earl Burch Novel by Jim Nesbitt."
~ 'Ace Texas book reviewer' Kevin Tipple

Book Details:

Genre: Hard-Boiled Crime Fiction, Western
Published by: Spotted Mule Press
Publication Date: December 15, 2025
Number of Pages: 301
ISBN: 9780998329482 (ISBN10: 0998329487)
Series: Ed Earl Burch Hard-Boiled Texas Crime Thriller, Book 5 | Each is a Stand-Alone Thriller
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GUEST POST: 

"Call me Ishmael."

That's the iconic first sentence of Herman Melville's Moby Dick. Reams of critical essays and analysis have been written about this enigmatic opening and its connection to the larger themes of Captain Ahab's obsessive and doomed hunt for the great white whale -- identity, power and the quest for dominion over the natural world.

Sample a few. Then try to tell me that a character's name doesn't matter.

Even so, authors can get themselves wrapped around the axle about character names. A writer buddy who gave a very detailed and knowledgeable critique of one of my novels pointed out that all my characters have unique and memorable names and nicknames and thought I should visit this issue to make sure it wasn’t a distraction.

I was somewhat taken aback because I’d never even thought about names getting in between the reader and the story I was trying to tell. In fact, I regard character names and nicknames as another opportunity to show who these folks are. It's a calling card for the reader, another piece of the puzzle.

But when I mentioned this critique in my blog, I was again surprised that other writers carefully weigh the names of their characters with one saying that for every unique name or nickname he gives a character, he balances that out with four or five less colorful handles. I find that far too formulaic and very likely to stifle creativity and short-change the story.

Then I started looking at the character names of writers I admire.

The late, great James Crumley has Milo Milodragovitch. That's a mouthful in any language, including the Russian of Milo's bloodline. It signals bearish strength and an endless reservoir of self-destructive behavior balanced by a determination to right the wrongs he sees.

James Lee Burke has Dave Robicheaux and all his Cajun and Big Easy characters whose names and nicknames drip with local color, gutter irony and gallows humor. They add to the stories Burke tells and are the polar opposite of a distraction. They also open the door to backstory in a colorful way that adds depth to even secondary characters -- something a lot of writers fail to do.

The same applies to the stories I try to tell. My characters are Texans, Mexicans and Southerners. Most aren’t particularly nice people; even the good guys are semi-sketchy. Heaven knows my main character, Ed Earl Burch, isn’t a saint.

And I'm not really sure I can take credit for the handles they carry. Their names and nicknames seem to have been already attached as they rose from the blank pages and shoehorned themselves into the time and the places of my stories.

Ed Earl is a Texan, living in a state where a lot of men and women go by bobtailed versions of their first and middle names. Don’t call him Ed. Call him Burch or Ed Earl. That signals the reader that he's a Texan and resonates with the strong sense of Lone Star place I try to create.

Or hang a nickname on him -- Carla Sue Cantrell, a Tennessean by way of North Dallas who has a mortal lock on Ed Earl's heart, calls him Big ‘Un. By the way, don’t call her Carla or Sue -- she’ll shoot you. With a Colt 1911, the same type of gun Ed Earl carries.

To wrap up this riff, I see no reason to give a character a dull name to fit some silly template or bogus writing rule. You're wasting another chance to show who your characters are. Hard enough to hook a reader as it is. You don’t want to bore them into dumping your book in the trash can.

Call me Ed Earl's daddy.

 

Ed Earl Burch Novels, 1-4
The Last Second Chance: An Ed Earl Burch Novel
The Last Second Chance
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The Right Wrong Number: An Ed Earl Burch Novel
The Right Wrong Number
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The Best Lousy Choice: An Ed Earl Burch Novel
The Best Lousy Choice
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The Dead Certain Doubt: An Ed Earl Burch Novel
The Dead Certain Doubt
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Read an excerpt:
 

From Chapter 1

When a man gets hit by a .45 ACP Flying Ashtray or three, by all that's ballistically holy, he ought to get dead and stay dead.

All manner of official paperwork swore he was dead. All of it based on a bogus death certificate filed by parties unknown in the Cuervo County Coroner's Office, with copies popping up like blowflies on a cow carcass. Even the federales had him playing poker with the Devil, his prison mugshot tucked away in ATF and DEA files, DECEASED stamped across his face in bold, black letters.

The con was slick and easy. Money changed hands, files were swapped or ditched, reports were shredded or faked. Somebody else's corpse became him. The relentless power of bureaucratic incompetence and inertia did the rest.

Yessir. According to all that yellowing, lawdog paper, he was nobody they had to worry about no more. Finito. A shade. A ghost who said adios. A good thug now that he was a dead thug. Muerto.

Not hardly.

That's what John Wayne said to all those hombres who thought he was dead in Big Jake. With a growl and a scowl.

Not hardly.

He liked that. Matter of fact, he just trotted out the Duke's line to a guy he used to be tight with. Caught up to him climbing the three cinder block steps to the front door of his desert double wide.

Tapped him on the shoulder, saw the wild-eyed fear when the dude turned and saw who the finger belonged to. Blurted out: "You're supposed to be dead!"

Not hardly. Said it with a growl but no scowl. Then grabbed him by a greasy hank of raven black hair, yanking his head back and cutting a crimson smile across his throat from ear to ear. With a bone-handled straight razor. His favorite.

Threw the guy into the sand at the side of the steps. Listened to the choking gurgle and death rattle. Then licked the blood off the blade.

Not hardly. He tilted his head back and laughed. Savored the kill. Alone and alive. An endless dome of stars glittering in the midnight sky above the rocky desert outback near Radium Springs, New Mexico. No moon. A dead man at his feet. Used to be a member of his crew. Frankie Sheridan.

Met him at Pelican Bay. An Alice Baker brother doing a long stretch for bank robbery. Had a shamrock tattooed on his chest with the initials AB in capital letters—Alice Baker, Aryan Brotherhood. Blood in, blood out. Ex-Army. Knew his way around diesels, alarm systems, and weapons.

Sent him a ticket to Texas when he got out. Made him a member of his crew, smuggling guns and drugs out of a ranch north of Faver, the Cuervo County seat, a bent outfit that ran cattle for cover and fleeced bitter and gullible white trash while promising them the return of the Republic of Texas for Caucasian Christians only, a New Zion based on God, guns, guts, and the Good Book. Niggers, Jews, Arabs, and Spics need not apply.

Bad move. Frankie was a ratfuck snitch. Uno chivato. Not to the lawdogs. Just as bad, though. Frankie sold him out to a rival outfit of gunrunners and drug smugglers. Kept them one step ahead of him as they chased a third outfit that held a cache of stolen military hardware everybody wanted.

Rockets, bloopers, mortars, and full-auto carbines and rifles. Bang-bangs that could tip the scales on both sides of the river. All in the hands of a crew fronted by a flashy woman in jeans, tall boots, a bolero jacket, and a blonde wig. A wet dream for the pendejos she hustled.

La Güera. Just the thought of her caused his molars to grind. He wanted her dead. No, he needed her dead. She and her lover were the reason his life got flushed into the sewer, his crew dead, his stash of guns and drugs long gone. Had him climbing out of the shitter, clawing to the top of the dung heap. Again.

He caught the lover. Sliced off his manhood. Slit his throat. Then chopped off his head and butchered his body to stuff into a giant barbecue smoker. Tucked the man's jewels into his mouth as the crowning touch to a cannibal's mesquite-smoked delight.

Not the same. Didn't have her. She still needed to feel his blade, feel his eyes boring holes into hers as he gave her that crimson smile. He needed to lick her blood off that sharp stainless steel. Taste it. And grin. Only then would the circle be complete. He'd be whole again.

Well, not completely whole.

His right eye was gone, blown out by a glancing hit from one of those .45 ACP slugs that also shattered the orbital bones. Nothing extensive plastic surgery, bone implants and a new glass eye couldn't cure. Had to stack plenty of cash up front to repair damage that severe.

Gave that part of his face a waxy texture straight out of Madame Tussauds. But it sure beat wearing an eye patch and the lopsided face of a Dick Tracy cartoon villain.

His left knee was also shattered, replaced with a titanium joint that allowed him to walk with only a slight limp. Another five-figure hit to his stash of greenbacks.

The man who fired those rounds was also on his payback list. An ex-cop. Big-ass older fucker with a gray beard. Said to be a washed-up Dallas P. I..

Beg to differ, sir. Sumbitch sure kept him from getting to her during that clusterfuck in the West Texas desert. A real Wild West shootout between rival drug gangs wanting the blonde bitch's bang-bangs.

He was oh-so-close to grabbing her up, dodging bullets and bodies, closing the gap between him and Ol' Dude, who was carrying the bitch draped over his right shoulder. He screamed her name and leveled an M-16A1 at the both of them.

"La Güeraaaaaaa! I got you, bitch! Got you now! Gonna slice you wide open and watch you bleeeeeeed!"

Ol' Dude spun on his heel and emptied a 1911 mag at him offhand. Yelled this: "Not today, you cockbite motherfucker. Not in this lifetime or the next." A lefty. On target without dropping the bitch. Only thing that kept him alive was a Kevlar vest that caught the Flying Ashtrays that would have shredded his chest.

Washed-up, my ass. The man wrecked me. His time was coming, though. Count on a reckoning. Soon. But not now. He was working his way up the ladder of a list he kept in his head. One body at a time.

Frankie was the bottom rung. La Güera was at the top with Ol' Dude second. Five other rungs between Frankie and them.

Time to get gone. And get busy.

***

Excerpt from The Fatal Saving Grace by Jim Nesbitt. Copyright 2025 by Jim Nesbitt. Reproduced with permission from Jim Nesbitt. All rights reserved.


Author Bio:
Jim Nesbitt

Jim Nesbitt has the perfect radio face, bionic knees that can grind coffee beans and tell time and a cat who poaches his cigars and uses his cellphone to place bets on British soccer. He is also a recovering journalist who once chased politicians, neo-Nazis, hurricanes, rodeo cowboys, plane wrecks and the everyday people swept up in a news event who gave his stories depth, authenticity and a distinct voice.

A lapsed horseman, pilot, journalist and saloon sport with a keen appreciation of old guns, vintage cars, red meat, good cigars, aged whisky without an 'e' and a well-told story, Nesbitt is also the award-winning author of five hard-boiled Texas crime thrillers that feature battered but relentless Dallas PI Ed Earl Burch -- THE LAST SECOND CHANCE, THE RIGHT WRONG NUMBER, THE BEST LOUSY CHOICE, THE DEAD CERTAIN DOUBT and THE FATAL SAVING GRACE.

A diehard Tennessee Vols fan, he now lives in enemy territory -- Athens, Alabama -- with his wife, Pam, and is working on his sixth Ed Earl Burch novel, THE PERFECT TRAIN WRECK. When he's off his meds, he's been known to call himself Reverend Jim and preach the Gospel of Hard-Boiled Crime Fiction.

Catch Up With Jim Nesbitt:

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Jim's Substack - @edearl56
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Instagram - @edearl74
Threads - @edearl74
Facebook - @edearlburchbooks

 

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Cover Reveal of Undying by Christy Healy

Undying
Christy Healy

Publication date: June 9th 2026
Genres: Adult, Fantasy, Romance

Rory Ó Conchúir has always known that she was destined for war. Her deadly gifts, the unwanted inheritance of her ancestor, the Mórrígan, can only be wielded as a weapon of destruction and doom. For years, she would not allow herself to be used as such, instead choosing to live far across the sea, refusing to regret what she has left behind in order to do so…until the fateful day that she learns of the price she has paid for her peace.

Niall Ó Flannagáin, the young king of Connacht, was never meant for war — that has always been his half-sister, Rory’s, role. But now he finds himself threatened with a foreign invasion and the ruination of the realm, without her aid. In desperation, he turns to a powerful enemy as an ally, his only hope to unite the provinces against the foreign armies gathering even now to destroy the land he has sworn to protect.

Locke MacMurchada, the son of the most hated traitor in all of Éire, owes a debt that he knows he can never pay. But when the opportunity to propose a political marriage with the murderous Rory Ó Conchúir arises, he seizes the chance to protect what is left of both his people, as well as the legacy which his father ripped to shreds…so long as she doesn’t kill him first.

When the fateful day of doom at last arrives, the fates of all three royals – the cursed princess, the young king, and the traitor prince – become inextricably woven together, forcing them to face new threats and old enemies, hoping to forge a stronger Éire from the ashes of the old.


Content Warnings:
Frequent depictions of war & battle scenes
Graphic descriptions of torture & death
Loss of a family member
Discussions of grief & self-hatred
On-page death of major character

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Author Bio:

Christy Healy has been a book nerd ever since she was a little girl hiding under the covers with a flashlight and a dog-eared copy of Anne of Green Gables. She started writing soon after, and the obsession only grew. Now Christy weaves stories of her own into the myths and tales of the Celtic, Indo-European, and Greco-Roman worlds that she has loved for so long. When not lost in her fantasy worlds, she lives in North Carolina with her children, her dog, and her husband.

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Cover Reveal of Helios By Sybil Bartel.

Helios
Sybil Bartel
Publication date: April 17th 2026
Genres: Adult, Contemporary, Romance, Suspense

Ranger.

Sniper.

Stepbrother.

Yeah, you heard that right. Stepbrother. With a stepsister who made me forget the one damn thing I’d spent my entire life aspiring to be.

One step ahead.

I’d been selected from the Army Special Operations Command’s 75th Ranger Regiment for Delta Force. The unit was my home. Taking down terrorists was my specialty. I took a few hits, but I was always one step ahead… until they took her.

Now I had a new mission, and trust me, no one was walking out alive except for me and her.

HELIOS is the second standalone book in the thrilling Paragon Operations series by USA Today bestselling author, Sybil Bartel! If you’re ready to step into a whole new world of romantic suspense, come meet Helios and the darkly dominant Tier One Operatives at Paragon Operations who will make your e-reader combust!

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Author Bio:

Sybil Bartel is a USA Today Bestselling author of unapologetic alpha heroes. Whether you're reading her deliciously dominant alpha bodyguards, her page-turning romantic suspense, or her heart-stopping military romance, all of her books have sexy-as-sin alpha heroes!

Sybil lives in South Florida and she is forever Oliver’s mom.

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Thursday, February 12, 2026

Book Blitz of Hushed Harmony by Kaylene Winter. (#Contests- Enter To Win An Ebook Copy.)

Hushed Harmony
Kaylene Winter

(Charming Irish, #5)
Publication date: February 9th 2026
Genres: Adult, Contemporary, Romance

Three chords can ruin a man if you hit them right.

I spend my life chasing sound. Grit, feedback, the moment a crowd holds its breath.

Fireball is the only thing I’ve built without it turning on me. Everything else stays locked tight.

Then Linus O’Donnell comes back.

My first real love.
The one man who knows exactly how I break.
The one I never stopped wanting.

Avonna doesn’t need an entrance.
She coaxes me past my defenses into truth.
Raw. Unfiltered. Impossible to ignore.

What starts as music turns carnal fast.
Late nights. Sweat-soaked rehearsals. Heat carrying into every chord.
Desire doesn’t divide. It multiplies.

I want them both.
Bodies. Loyalty. A future. The way we fit once the world goes quiet.

The problem?
It never does.

I lie. I stall. I pretend control is possible.

Some harmonies refuse to stay hushed.

Hushed Harmony is a white-hot, polyamorous rockstar romance about identity, obsession, and choosing a love powerful enough to risk everything.

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Author Bio:

When she was only 15, Kaylene Winter wrote her first rocker romance novel starring a fictionalized version of herself, her friends and their gorgeous rocker boyfriends. After living her own rockstar life as a band manager, music promoter and mover and shaker in Seattle during the early 1990’s, Kaylene became a digital media legal strategist helping bring movies, television and music online. Throughout her busy career, Kaylene lost herself in romance novels across all genres inspiring her to realize her life-long dream to be a published author. She lives in Seattle with her amazing husband and dog. She loves to travel, throw lavish dinner parties and support charitable causes supporting arts and animals.

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Interview of Evy Journey Author of Artsy Rambler (Travel Memoir.)

 

Unveil the beauty and complexity of the world around you by unleashing the power of art as you satisfy your wanderlust.


Title: Artsy Rambler

Author: Evy Journey

Publisher: Independent

Pages: 268

Genre: Nonfiction/Art/Travel

Format: Paperback, Kindle, FREE with Kindle Unlimited

Experience the transformative power of art when you see the rich and vibrant city of Paris through the eyes of a mindful artsy traveler. From the light-inspired grandeur of Gothic cathedrals and the fresh beauty of Impressionism, sinuous forms that speak to our innate sense of beauty, and the rare library that helps one define oneself; to the role of French cuisine and cultural events in shaping the city’s uniqueness, this collection of essays will take you on a journey of discovery and self-reflection.

Amidst the charm and allure of Paris and its art, questions arise and conflicts are explored. Can art truly enrich our understanding of life? Can it help extricate us from constantly waging wars? And how does a urinal become a symbol of controversy that challenges our conception of art?

If you enjoyed “A Moveable Feast” by Ernest Hemingway, this thought-provoking and sometimes meditative collection of essays will unveil the beauty and complexity of the world around you by unleashing the power of art as you satisfy your wanderlust.

Read sample here.

Artsy Rambler: Mindful Journeys to Paris and Beyond is available at Amazon.

INTERVIEW:

Can you tell us a little about yourself? Are you a full time author?

What, in fact, is a full-time author? All I can say is writing is, and has been, the main focus of my creative efforts.

Can you tell us about Artsy Rambler?

Artsy Rambler distills the experiences I’ve had across the years living as a transient in Paris. But since “artsy” transcends locales, I include a few other experiences outside Paris that have made a lasting impression on me.

Can you pick out a passage in your book to share with us?

Immersed in art in both Florence and Paris, I found I preferred the nonchalant beauty offered by Manet, Monet, and their brethren to the monumentality of Michelangelo and company; the light and flamboyance of Gothic churches to the symmetry, harmony, and mysterious depth of Brunelleschi’s dome in Basilica di Santa Maria del Fiore; Art Nouveau and Beaux-Arts buildings to massive austere Florentine palaces; the square behind the Cathédrale de Notre-Dame to the Loggia dei Lanzi; macarons to gelato; and the urban, urbane sprawl of Paris to the musty rusty weight of history in Florence.

How can people benefit from reading Artsy Rambler?

The subtitle of this book is Mindful Journeys to Paris and Beyond. So, as one editorial review says: the book reminds us “that art and travel are not collectibles to be amassed and hoarded but tools for reflection, empathy, and self-discovery.” As such, being an artsy rambler is transformative.

Is Artsy Rambler your only book?

Artsy Rambler is my first nonfiction book — that is, if you don’t count the writing I’ve done in my previous job as a mental health researcher/program developer. I’ve also written fiction. Nine, so far, including Between Two Worlds, a series of six standalone novels.

Thank you so much for this interview, Evy. What’s next for you?

I’m mulling over another historical fiction about what life is like for an artist couple. Conflicts, rivalries, influence one has over the other’s work?



Excerpt:


Prologue—How It All Began

I ran after my brothers and their friends—empty cans in their hands—as they rushed to a pond to catch tadpoles. They filled their cans with water from the pond and dropped the tadpoles into the cans. What they did with those tadpoles, I would never know. Later in the afternoon, they flew kites when the wind was good. Or they rode astride a water buffalo that took them across an open field behind the few houses in the neighborhood. 

They refused to take me on those little adventures—I was a girl, wore dresses, and could never keep up with them. That was what they said as they ran faster so I couldn’t catch up. I was unhappy at being excluded. Who wouldn’t be? But I had, by then, started to learn to live with being alone.

I spent my first six years with adults—my Lola (grandmother) and her two young unmarried daughters—in a town eight hours by slow train from the big city where my parents lived. Having no one my age to play with, I conjured up an imaginary playmate who stayed with me until we no longer needed one another. I had a big brother who kept my mother’s hands full as she took care of him and worked to secure a permanent position as a teacher. 

In my Lola’s little town, no family owned a television to entertain them. But on occasional nights, sweet and sentimental tunes accompanied by a guitar pierced the dark silence just below the closed window in my aunts’ room. The serenaders were young swains courting one or the other of my pretty aunts who, if they liked these suitors or how they sang, invited them into the living room. There, singing went on for another hour or two. My youngest aunt who had a nice voice and knew some English songs was always invited to sing. 

Like the adults, I stayed up for those soirees, sitting with Lola on the steps of the stairway to the bedrooms. Out of sight of the serenaders and my aunts. Lost, as much as the adults were, in the beguiling strains of what I learned later were love songs. I had heard many of those songs in previous serenades, and heard them sung again in later ones.

My parents took me back when I was ready to go to elementary school, although I continued to spend school vacations with Lola. I met my brothers—three of them by then—for the first time. To ease the transition to a new, and for me at the time, a strange, maybe even threatening environment, I learned to draw, initially by copying images of objects in picture books. Things like fruits, flowers, cups and glasses. Figures didn’t lag far behind. And soon, they claimed most of my drawing time.

Maybe it was from those preteen years of solitary innocence that I began to see myself as a spectator of life. I became more convinced of it as I spent time alone in my room, hearing the boisterous playing and feuding from the adjacent room shared by my brothers. 

Across the years, I watched them play and fight, and the only time I remember going with them—when they ignored me—was when they flew kites, those light as the wind inanimate birds my brothers fashioned from colored paper and bamboo sticks. I filled my solitude by drawing and playing the serenades I remembered in my head. 

In those early years, I lived within walking distance of the Pacific Ocean. You stare at that extensive expanse of blue long enough, and you can’t help wondering what’s beyond that seemingly infinite space. 

I wasn’t alone in my curiosity about that imagined faraway world. Left to entertain myself, it was probably inevitable that I eavesdropped as my mother revealed her dreams to her relatives and friends. My mother dreamt of sailing across oceans to visit places that promised so much more than the island we lived in. Maybe her dreams were imprinted from the accumulated legacy of more than 400 years of domination by Spanish and American conquerors. Dreams that needed translation into some version of reality.

For her, that reality meant living in the United States, visiting Spain, and later, seeing as much as she could of the rest of the world. She talked about her dreams often enough that they became my dreams as well. Dreams that, for me, morphed into a near-obsession when I read English-language fiction that kindled a desire to see its varied settings. 

My mother realized her dreams in her forties, coming to the United States, first as a student pursuing a master’s degree in education, and shortly thereafter, as an immigrant when my father retired from the military as an officer with a pension. Applying for immigration usually takes years, but it’s expedited in certain cases, e.g., having relatives who are American citizens, or being a WWII veteran, like Dad. 

That monthly pension was to be put in a kitty for travel. Or for necessities, if money got tight. But they both found jobs in California, maybe thanks to their facility with English and their former professions in the native land (Mom was a teacher and Dad, an army lawyer). So, when the time felt right for them, they toured Europe and Asia.

I didn’t wait until I was forty to discover what lay beyond Pacific shores. Shortly after getting an undergraduate degree at twenty-one, I was accepted to two American graduate schools. One, in Michigan, came with an offer of a scholarship. But it had a price—returning to teach at a university in the Philippines for about ten years. The second university, in Hawaii, offered a graduate assistantship, no strings attached. 

For me, the choice was clear. Hawaii would be less of a shock than Michigan, and better than that, I could do whatever I wanted after grad school.

Grad school, particularly for a foreign student, required dogged concentration that curtailed social life. But it also needed relief. For me, that relief came from doing art. It wasn’t so much the finished drawings as it was the process of making them that helped sustain me through the stress of graduate school. 

After a couple of years in Hawaii, I completed my graduate program in Illinois, interspersed with hours of doing pencil sketches in between writing term papers, a master’s thesis, and a dissertation.

Later, during breaks from regular jobs, I completed a year’s worth of art classes—some theory and history, and a little more on art technique and creation. My media expanded from pencil to oils, acrylics, pastels, charcoal, and lately, digital art apps.

Though I sold a painting once, I’ve never made money from art. I love looking at art, and time passes quickly and pleasurably whenever I draw or paint. But maybe, I was not driven enough and events didn’t align to steer me towards a life devoted to profitable art production. 

Those years of drawing since I discovered the fun of  making marks on a piece of paper convinced me that everyone has what the authors of Your Brain on Art call an Aesthetic Mindset. It’s up to you to nurture it and let it serve you in any way it can. Actually, I’d go further and propose that since Art is a form of language, it’s also built into your genes.

After my first full-time job after graduate school, I went with a friend on a cheap packaged tour to Europe during which I wrote my first travel journal. And it was during that three-week tour that I learned to be “in the moment”—to cast my full attention on what I was looking at. 

I think it was inevitable. Gazing at masterpieces of art (a Praxiteles statue, for instance; or centuries-old architecture) as well as ruins of old civilizations (Pompeii) fired my imagination and evoked awe and wonder for what was before me. They made me reflect on what they meant to me (and all of us) and my (our) relationship to the world and history around us. For example, while touring Pompeii: I have always thought that across centuries, civilization has progressed. Now, I’m no longer so sure. And: Two thousand years from now, what would be left to show of our own modern civilization?

By now, I’ve lived in and visited many places, much of it with Rich (my husband): Asia and Europe and a bit of North Africa. In subsequent European travels, we’ve often ended up in Paris. Twice, we stayed six months, the longest the Schengen agreement allows visitors to stay in countries within the Schengen area (unless you’ve obtained a specific visa like a student visa, for instance). One of those six-month sojourns was spent entirely in Paris where I became something of an observer-wanderer. A flâneuse, as the French would say.I kept reading. Initially, books, journal articles, and research papers necessary for my education and my job. When I needed a little respite from life, I read fiction—world literature that ranged from Austen to Dostoevsky (who ignited my first existentialist crisis in my late teens). I found words are great containers—for adventures, memories, and stories; even for art.

– Excerpted from Artsy Rambler: Mindful Journeys to Paris and Beyond, 2025. Reprinted with permission.

About the Author

Evy Journey writes. Stories. Blogs (three sites). Cross-genre novels. She’s also a wannabe artist, and a flâneuse (an ambler).

Evy studied psychology (M.A., University of Hawaii; Ph.D. University of Illinois) initially to help her understand herself and Dostoevsky. Now, she spins tales about nuanced multicultural characters negotiating separate realities. She believes in love and its many faces.

Just as she has crossed genres in writing fiction, she has also crossed cultures, having lived and traveled in various cities in different countries. Find her thoughts on travel, art, and food at Artsy Rambler.

She has one ungranted wish: to live in Paris where art is everywhere and people have honed aimless roaming to an art form. She visits and stays a few months when she can.

Evy’s latest book is Artsy Rambler: Mindful Journeys to Paris and Beyond.

Visit her website at https://evyjourney.net.

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